Thursday, May 13, 2010

yawn

This week has been emotionally draining, in so many ways. EOGs have really zapped my energy, Mother's Day was something to try and get through, and well, isn't that enough. I'm so tired of dealing with my emotions, of sorting through them and trying to get past them.

So, yawn, I am thankful that school is almost out. Last year at this time I was dealing with the emotional fallout of the failed adoption, and I was looking forward to just resting and healing. This summer I think I need some peace. I learned that I really crave alone time, and summer really provides me time to recharge and rest. I'm looking forward to the time off.

I came home tonight from a really fun dinner and didn't know what I wanted to do. Did I want to go to bed, watch tv, or cuddle with my husband? I didn't know, because my head was so full of the emotional kind of talk that you can only have with women friends. There were so many thoughts and feelings bouncing around in my head that I had to get on the computer and veg. And then I saw the cute picture of Lucy and knew you could probably relate to being emotionally tired.

On another note, I posted about the new Quota thing at work that was suddenly removed today. Now I can blog again at school! Yay! I may not spend as much time on it as I would normally, but I'll still be able to pop around and check on you.

Off to bed, with some advil and my stuffed bear. It's a teddy bear night.

8 comments:

This_Cross_I_Embrace said...

Goodnight, friend!

I'm praying for you.

prayerfuljourney said...

I'm looking forward to school ending too so I don't have to get that early am call in the morning (I'm a sub). My summer will be busy but that's okay...knowing the end of my own education is near is going to keep me motivated (I hope). Hope you found time to relax. Blessings!

Alison said...

I know that emotionally exhausted feeling all to well.
I hope your friday goes smoothly and that you have a refreshing weekend full of rejuvination, relaxation and peace.

We still have 6 weeks left of school!

Andrea said...

Found you through we are that family link...I am praying for you, for the adoption, etc. May God trly bless you and bring you peace and hope.

Kristen said...

Praying for your family!

Maria in Lewis Land said...

I'm so glad you linked up. It's an exhausting journey, isn't it?

Frizzy and Bird said...

Love that picture! Makes me smile. Re. the rest, I'll just say, I love you and your honesty. I pray your wait is over very very soon.

Lost in Space said...

So glad the week is over and hoping the next one is less emotionally draining for you.

p.s. blogging from work again... Yeah!