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*** Our case manager sent me an email today letting me know that the birth mother had to reschedule, so the meeting will not be on Thursday. Now I am back to not knowing when it is and that is fine with me! ****

Well, our case manager sent me an email today and let me know that one of the birth mothers is coming in on Thursday and then she is attending an adoption fair on Friday. I already knew about the adoption fair, but I didn't know when the birth mother was coming. Actually, I kind of wish I didn't know, because I know that I will be tense all day that day, hoping the phone will ring.

So, anyway, while I don't want to be pessimistic about this, I don't want to get excited either. I just want to be going about my normal day and not checking my phone a million times, which is what I predict will happen Thursday.

Thank you for all your prayers so far and keep them coming. Even if we do get a match, we've also been down that road before and it didn't end well. Pray that I will keep it together and that I won't be nervous the rest of the week. Okay?

And Happy Mother's Day to all of you Moms out there!